Day 10

Today shall continue to be non issue non smoking. I think about it, but sparingly. The idea passes no sooner than it begins. I don't smoke. Seems uppity but I think it's true. The thought of beginning to smoke again scares me. I do not feel is pull it off as gracefully and elegantly as I believed I had before. If I truly had before. Whether or not I was debilitated internally by effects of smoking is yet to be clear. I guess I'll find out in the later years. Or sooner. However the hand lies. Hindsight, It was to prevent deteriorating health that I decided to quit. It began as a suggestion or a challenge. I've battled my own will and have triumphed this far. Now I can't remember why I'd ever started. Hopefully this will be the end.