Spidey Senses

I've been smoke free for 2 hrs and 28 minutes. I'm not a fan of the counting. Makes it feel prison like. I've probably bypassed one of those breathe easier type achievement. Funny thing is I'm not sure my brain is aware of the fact I'm trying to quit. I Forced the patch on right out of bed. Determined not to smoke the entire pack of cigarettes I had left. 've gone about my daily as usual minus the cigarettes. I'll continue drinking coffee on my porch because that's my spot. I did, however, forego the butt-hut at my husband's work. I think it would be a wonderful test but also a terrible joke. Now, if you want to obtain a level of self/world awareness like no other, try to quit smoking. I was so obsessed with what changes my mind would go through I thought I'd become scatterbrained (which I still could). Instead I'm paying very close attention to every detail. Look at that lady smoking one hundred yds away. Look, 4 cigarette butts lining the driveway. What is that little mark on my leg? Anyway, so far so good. Well aware that this is the very beginning and any negative effects are minimal. Lots of deep breaths and silent cusses. Getting sad. Goodbye, my love.